Tracy Weight Loss

I came to the United States when I was 21 and I was a little over weight. I started exercising and going to the gym. I had already started doing it in my country because I had been much heavier before and I had completely changed myself and the way I look. I was really scared that in this country I will gain it back because my first job was in a fast food restaurant. As I said I was a little overweight when I came to US but that was not the biggest problem… the problem was… all that extra skin after the weight loss back in my country – my stomach, my thighs.

I was really hoping the extra skin would go away with a lot of exercises but it didn’t happen. When dressed I look like a completely normal guy and I would say that I am good looking and attractive. My stomach is loose with stretch marks and that is so gross. I never go to the pool or the beach. I never undress myself in front of people. The worst part is when I like somebody and I know that I am not gonna have her or him or I know that somebody else likes me. I don’t like when somebody touches me because they may find out that my belly is not that tight. It’s been 5 years now. At one point during that time I was really in love with a couple of guys and one girl but because I couldn’t bring myself to normal I didn’t do nothing to be with them and I felt so depressed that I gained weight back and lost it again.
I am 26 now and I look normal except the loose skin. I’ve recently started exercising a lot again and I have been doing some research on some expensive tightening creams online but how many bottles would I need to use get rid of all the skin?… or Surgery but that’s probably gonna cost thousands of dollars to fix the parts of my body I want and I can’t afford it at the moment.
I am a handsome guy and everybody says how cute I am but they don’t know that I am the unhappiest person in the world. I feel like my youth is flying away. But the worst feeling of everything is… I am still virgin.